My current dilemma. I have found that part of my personality is to invest my time, energy and heart into the people that I care about. My friends, family, and whoever else. The problem with this...I usually end up getting burned in the end. My heart gets a little more smashed every time, it takes me a little longer to bounce back, I need time by myself...away from whoever it is that has moved on...and still after i just want to still be friends. I cant deal with letting people go...I'm just not good at it. And that's when I fall...I let my heart get the best of me and when others are detached from the situation I'm still making the effort. It is so important to me to be intentional with the people that I care most about and I have found that one of my greatest struggles is going to be that not everyone is able be intentional in return. And I have to be okay with that.