Saturday, May 16, 2009

I dont know what to call this.

So...school is done. No more homework or tests or studying...or late night coffee breaks. Ew. But now is when the hard part starts...for me at least. I've moved. Away from friends. Have no job, like the rest of the world. And have found that this summer is already going to stretch me in more ways than one. I've been separated from everyone who is closest to me...which is hard when you love them so much. And I've been left to fend for myself. With only the help of God. I love where I live, so much laughter and comfort put into one place with three people. But I have a feeling this summer is about my own growing. Not helping anyone else but myself, kinda. Its already been an emotional couple of weeks and I only left 5 days ago. Funny how the end of something in a way prepares you for the next thing.

I miss my friends terribly. They are my family away from home. I, as weird as this sounds, miss having school work and responsibility. I miss living in a community and always having something fun to do. I miss being around certain people. But even though I miss all of that...I think God is going to do a lot of work in me this summer. I just hope I see it.

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