Gods Plan

I wished the people i didn't want to know would go away. I wish the people i missed would all be right next to me. Some i see often...others are so far away....and still some are somewhere i cant even imagine. My life has been completely turned upside down this summer and is not at all what i expected it to be. Its funny how God decides to do that, make you ache every day and wish for something different just to get your attention. I'm constantly learning to lean on Him and that is probably the hardest thing i will learn to do. Its a struggle each day. But at the end...when i actually spend time with God, its so rewarding to know that i have put my faith in Him and He will take care of me. And i know...those people i want to go away...are there because God wants them there. Either for my benefit or theirs...and i can live with Gods plan.