who even knows anymore

I'm to the point in summer when I am getting ready to go back to school. Part of me is so excited and the other part is so nervous. I am packing up my things and getting ready to start the latest chapter of my life. I've never liked change. Not my favorite thing in the world and I have a hard time adjusting to it. This part of my life I don't know if I will be particularly fond of. God has been working in my heart and life all summer and I still struggle with a lot of things he is trying to teach me. The current problem I face...I am going back to school with to very large holes in my heart. Those people cannot be replaced, they have impacted my life and who I am in so many ways and my heart aches that they will not be there in the same way as before. Those are holes that only my savior can fill.