Feeling like a senior

So recently I've been feeling the impact of being a senior more than normal.  Mostly because at this point its about two months, not counting specific days cause that just makes it seem so much closer and I don't think I'm ready to admit it yet, but two months until I leave and really until my friends leave.  So I've been pondering what I means to be intentional with those who I want to keep in my life after we walk across that stage.  Or until I walk across that stage and the others stay behind.  Its such a weird feeling.  No longer is college about meeting new people or starting new friendships but its about being intentional and keeping those dear to you so close.  And being bold enough to tell them that they are someone close enough to your heart to hold a place there when this is all said and done.  Gosh I don't know how I feel about it.  But I think its just one of those things I'll just learn to embrace.