Things change.

Sometimes I'm just itching for change.  It's not very often but when it comes I know it and it scares me and I get confused and frazzled and things in my life all of a sudden become sparatic.  I end up changing the little things to make the big things seem less scary...like my hair color, or the furniture, or this blog.  Sometimes I roll with the punches but most of the time I freak out.  Adaptability is not one of my strengths but i'm working on it.