Sunday, November 29, 2009

Just for you Colleen

Colleen...Here's the update you asked for...i miss you terribly! I cant wait for you to come home!!! 

Thanksgiving break=awesome...it snowed...enough said.  Going home is a place that is so quiet and peaceful that you can hear every sound the wind makes.  The snow falling is the most quiet sounds I've ever heard...its different then anything else and it makes me smile so uncontrolably.  Unlike anything i've ever known.  Sleeping is so deep that dreams are not remembered the next morning and walks at might in the faint moonlight with gentle flakes all around you is one of the most magical things. 

Driving 6 hours to get to this peaceful surrender seems unbareable but when you get there its all worth it.  Only the way up all I really wanted to listen to was The Format...(Side note to Colleen...Format is the band that reminds me of you so naturally I thought of you and how excited I am that you're coming home soon!) 

School is overwhelming and when I get back last night I realized all of the things I have to accomplish before the next two weeks come to an end...so of corse I'm in the library...listening to The Format and writing this insead of starting the endless list of things to do.  Oh well...they'll all get done eventually. 

I might decide not to teach...maybe.  Its a big maybe...but my mind is wandering with all my opportunities. 

Lots of exciting things are going to happen very soon I just kow it!  I find out about missions soon!  And my internship for SOLD is wonderful and planning has begun for the vision in my head!  I cant wait!

As for everything else...its all jumbled.  Which is the consistency of my life and somehow I sort through it piece by piece and one day everything will fit into its place.  But for now this is my jumbled mess and I am growing fond of it...sometimes.

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