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I feel lately that I've been beaten down time and time again. No matter how good I feel something gets me. My heart cant take it anymore. I'm so tired of tragedy and struggling. Done. I don't want it anymore and tonight I realized after talking with a friend that there is no reason for me to dwell on the things that get me down. God has given me so many amazing things and is begging me to lean on Him in the times that I struggle. So I decided tonight that no longer will I be down by the things that are hurtful or painful. I am going to thrive on the good things God has blessed me with and let Him take care of the pain.